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Ch. 10

The One Kabir Feared

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Vihaan’s blood spread across the concrete floor.

Zoya dropped beside him, pressing both hands over the wound in his side. It was warm. Too warm. Her fingers slipped against it, and panic rose so fast she could barely breathe.

“Stay with me,” she whispered.

Vihaan’s face was pale. His eyes struggled to focus.

“Zoya—”

“Don’t talk.”

“You need to know.”

“I said don’t talk.”

But he caught her wrist, weakly, as if letting go would mean losing something more important than his life.

“He didn’t send me for you,” Vihaan whispered.

Zoya looked at him.

“Then who?”

His eyes moved past her.

To the girl standing beside her.

The girl with Zoya’s face.

The girl who had spent her life inside Kabir’s white rooms.

“The real Zoya,” Vihaan breathed.

The girl went still.

Mira’s hand rose to her mouth.

“No,” she whispered.

The man in the raincoat watched them all with the patience of someone who had waited years for this moment.

“Yes,” he said. “Kabir sent Vihaan to find the daughter Alia left behind. The one who had been inside his facility. The one who knew the corridors, the codes, the faces.”

Zoya looked at her sister.

“You knew?”

The girl’s face was pale.

“I thought he sent him to help me escape.”

“And instead?” Zoya asked.

Vihaan’s eyes closed briefly.

“Instead, Kabir wanted me to bring her back.”

The real Zoya stepped away from them.

“Back?” she repeated.

Vihaan opened his eyes.

“Kabir never wanted you free,” he told her. “He wanted you because you knew the facility. Because you could identify the people. Because you were the only witness who had survived long enough to remember.”

The girl’s face hardened.

“I knew that.”

“Then why did you come with me?” Zoya asked.

“Because I thought Vihaan was different.”

Vihaan’s expression broke.

“I was supposed to be,” he said.

The man in the raincoat laughed once.

It was not a loud sound.

But it filled the corridor.

“Children,” he said. “Always believing love can undo what power has built.”

Zoya turned to him.

“Who are you?”

The man looked at her.

Really looked at her.

And for the first time, Zoya saw something in his eyes that frightened her more than hatred.

Recognition.

“You already know,” he said.

“No.”

“Yes.”

He stepped closer.

Mira moved instantly, placing herself between them.

“Stay away from her.”

The man stopped.

His gaze moved over Mira’s face.

“You look tired, Mira.”

“Don’t speak to me.”

“You always were dramatic.”

Zoya’s heart pounded.

“Mira,” she said. “Who is he?”

Mira did not answer.

Her hands were trembling.

The man smiled.

“Tell her,” he said. “Or I will.”

“Don’t,” Mira whispered.

“She deserves to know.”

“She’s a child.”

“She was never a child,” the man said. “Not after what we did.”

Zoya’s stomach turned.

“What does that mean?”

The man looked at her.

“You were six years old the first time you saw the Circle’s ledger.”

Zoya froze.

The ledger.

The list Alia had found.

The list of girls, families, officials, and places.

“You remember it,” the man continued. “Not clearly. Not yet. But it is inside you.”

Zoya’s hand rose to her temple.

The white room.

The masked woman.

The black circle.

The voice telling her to sleep.

“You did this to me,” she whispered.

“I protected you.”

“You erased my life.”

“I erased the part that would have destroyed you.”

Mira’s voice shook. “Vikram, stop.”

The name landed like a gunshot.

Vikram.

Zoya looked at him.

The man in the raincoat.

The silver ring.

The face from her fragmented memories.

“You’re my father,” she whispered.

Vikram’s expression softened.

For one terrible second, he looked almost human.

“Yes,” he said. “I am.”

The corridor went silent.

Even the rain seemed distant.

Zoya’s knees felt weak.

Vihaan was still bleeding beside her.

Her sister stood frozen.

Mira looked as if she might collapse.

And the man who had helped create the Circle—the man whose symbol had been burned into Zoya’s earliest memories—was her father.

“No,” Zoya whispered.

“Yes.”

“My mother would never—”

“Your mother ran from me,” Vikram said. “She took you because she was afraid of what you would become.”

Zoya looked at Mira.

“Is that true?”

Mira’s eyes filled with tears.

“He is telling you a version of the truth.”

“Then tell me yours.”

Mira looked at Vikram.

Then at Zoya.

And something in her face changed.

Not guilt.

Fear.

“Your father did not want to protect you,” Mira said. “He wanted to own you.”

Vikram’s smile faded.

“Mira.”

“You were born into the Circle,” Mira continued, ignoring him. “Not by choice. By blood. Vikram believed you were destined to inherit it.”

“Inherit what?” Zoya asked.

“The Circle,” Mira said. “The network. The power. Everything Alia tried to destroy.”

Zoya looked at the man in the raincoat.

At the silver ring.

At the face from her nightmares.

“You wanted me to become like you.”

“I wanted you to be safe.”

“No.” Zoya’s voice shook. “You wanted me to be useful.”

Vikram’s eyes hardened.

“You were six when you found the ledger, Aalia.”

The name hit her again.

Aalia.

“You read it,” he continued. “You saw the names. You saw what we did. And then you did something no child should have been able to do.”

Zoya’s breath caught.

“What?”

Vikram stepped closer.

“You memorized it.”

The world tilted.

Zoya’s hand flew to her temple.

A flash of memory.

A dark office.

A ledger open on a desk.

Rows of names.

Numbers.

Photographs.

A little girl sitting beneath a desk, hiding from shouting voices.

Her small fingers tracing the pages.

Not reading.

Remembering.

“I didn’t understand it,” she whispered.

“You didn’t have to,” Vikram said. “You remembered it anyway.”

Mira stepped closer to Zoya.

“That is why he erased your memory,” she said. “Not because he was protecting you from trauma.”

Zoya looked at her.

“Then why?”

Mira’s eyes filled with tears.

“Because you were the only person alive who could destroy him.”

The words hung in the corridor.

Vikram’s face went cold.

“Mira.”

“You erased her memory because she saw everything,” Mira continued. “Because she could identify every name, every place, every account. Because if she ever remembered, the Circle would fall.”

Zoya looked at Vikram.

“You didn’t hide me from Kabir.”

“No.”

“You hid me from myself.”

Vikram did not deny it.

Behind them, the real Zoya spoke.

“Then why did Kabir want me?”

Vikram’s gaze shifted to her.

“Because Kabir believed you were the one who remembered the ledger.”

The girl’s face tightened.

“But I don’t.”

“No,” Vikram said. “You don’t.”

“Then why did he keep me?”

Vikram smiled.

“Because Kabir is not a careful man. He saw two identical girls and assumed he had found both daughters of Alia Raichand.”

Zoya’s stomach dropped.

“He didn’t know we were different?”

“He knew Alia had one daughter,” Mira said. “He did not know Mira had given birth to Vikram’s child.”

Zoya looked at Mira.

“I’m not Alia’s daughter.”

“No.”

“I’m yours.”

Mira’s tears fell freely now.

“Yes.”

“And my father is—”

She could not finish.

Vikram finished it for her.

“Me.”

Zoya felt sick.

The man who had built the Circle.

The man whose symbol haunted her memories.

The man who had erased her life to protect his empire.

Her father.

Vihaan coughed beneath her hands.

Zoya dropped her attention back to him.

Blood seeped between her fingers.

“Vihaan, stay awake.”

“I’m here.”

“You’re not allowed to leave.”

A weak smile touched his mouth.

“That sounds like an order.”

“It is.”

His eyes softened.

“Then I’ll try.”

Zoya looked at Vikram.

“You did this.”

“I did what was necessary.”

“You shot him.”

“He was in the way.”

“He was trying to protect me.”

“He was Kabir’s son.”

“And you’re my father,” Zoya said. “That didn’t stop you from destroying my life.”

Vikram’s expression hardened.

“You don’t understand what he would have done to you.”

“I understand enough.”

“You don’t.”

“Then make me understand.”

Vikram looked at her for a long moment.

Then he reached into his coat.

Mira tensed.

Naina raised her gun.

But Vikram did not pull out a weapon.

He pulled out a small black device.

A recorder.

Zoya recognized it immediately.

It looked exactly like the one from her mother’s trunk.

“What is that?” she asked.

Vikram pressed a button.

Static filled the corridor.

Then a child’s voice.

Her own.

Younger.

Frightened.

“I don’t want to go back there.”

A man’s voice answered.

Calm.

Patient.

“You don’t have to be afraid, Aalia.”

“I saw the names.”

“I know.”

“I saw what they did to the girls.”

“I know.”

“I don’t want to be like you.”

There was a pause.

Then Vikram’s voice, softer now.

“You will not have to be like me.”

The recording continued.

“I want to tell someone,” the child said.

“No.”

“But they’re hurting people.”

“Aalia.”

“I want to tell Mama.”

The silence that followed was long.

Then Vikram’s voice returned.

Cold.

Final.

“If you tell anyone, your mother will be hurt.”

The child began to cry.

“No.”

“If you tell anyone, Mira will disappear.”

“Please—”

“If you tell anyone, I will find the other girl. The one Alia hid. And I will make sure neither of you survives.”

The recording stopped.

Zoya stood shaking.

“You threatened me,” she whispered.

“I protected you.”

“You threatened my mother.”

“I kept you both alive.”

“You made me afraid of my own memory.”

Vikram stepped closer.

“And it worked,” he said. “For twenty years, you remembered nothing.”

Zoya’s hands curled into fists.

“Until Meher died.”

Vikram’s expression changed.

“Yes.”

“Kabir killed her.”

“No.”

Zoya froze.

“What?”

Vikram looked at Mira.

“Tell her.”

Mira’s face went white.

“Vikram, don’t.”

“Tell her who killed Meher.”

Mira’s breathing became uneven.

Zoya stepped toward her.

“Ma… Mira. Who killed Meher?”

Mira looked at the floor.

Then at Zoya.

Her eyes were full of something Zoya had never seen in them before.

Guilt.

“Meher was not killed by Kabir,” Mira whispered.

“Then who?”

Mira’s voice broke.

“I was.”

The corridor went silent.

Zoya stared at her.

“What?”

“I killed Meher.”

The words did not make sense.

They could not make sense.

“You’re lying.”

“I’m not.”

“You loved her.”

“She was my sister.”

“Then why?”

Mira’s tears fell freely.

“Because Meher wanted to tell you the truth.”

Zoya felt the world tilt.

“What truth?”

Mira looked at Vikram.

Then back at Zoya.

“That Vikram was your father.”

Zoya’s breath caught.

“And that if you ever remembered the ledger,” Mira continued, “he would come for you.”

“So you killed her to protect me?”

“I killed her because she was going to take you to the police.”

Zoya stepped back.

“No.”

“She had evidence. She had names. She had a plan.”

“And you stopped her?”

“I stopped her because I was afraid.”

The honesty was unbearable.

Zoya looked at the woman who had raised her.

The woman who had made her tea.

Held her when she cried.

Taught her how to be careful.

And all along, she had been carrying a body.

“You made me think Kabir killed her,” Zoya whispered.

“I needed you to hate him.”

“You made me hate the wrong person.”

“I needed you to stay hidden.”

“You made me lose my mother twice.”

Mira’s face collapsed.

Zoya turned away, unable to look at her.

Vikram watched silently.

Then he spoke.

“Now you understand.”

Zoya turned back to him.

“Understand what?”

“Why I could not let you remember.”

Zoya’s eyes filled with tears.

But she did not look away.

“You didn’t erase my memory to protect me,” she said.

“No.”

“You erased it because I was the only person who could end you.”

Vikram’s smile returned.

But it did not reach his eyes.

“Yes.”

Behind them, the real Zoya spoke.

“There’s something else.”

Everyone turned.

She was standing near the wall, pale but steady.

“What?” Zoya asked.

The girl looked at Vikram.

“You said the Circle thinks Subject 07 died.”

“Yes.”

“But I didn’t.”

“No.”

“Then why did Kabir keep me alive?”

Vikram’s expression tightened.

“Because he needed leverage.”

“Over who?”

Vikram did not answer.

Mira did.

“Over me,” she whispered.

Zoya turned to her.

“What?”

Mira’s hands shook.

“Kabir knew Mira was alive,” she said. “He knew she had taken Meher’s identity. He knew she had hidden Vikram’s daughter.”

Zoya’s stomach dropped.

“So he kept the real Zoya alive to control Mira.”

“Yes.”

“And Mira stayed hidden because—”

“Because if I ran,” Mira said, “he would kill her.”

The girl’s face hardened.

“Every year, he reminded her,” she said. “Every year, he sent me to make a call.”

Zoya looked at her sister.

“You were the message.”

“I was the proof that Mira’s silence had a price.”

Zoya felt sick.

Her entire life had been built on someone else’s fear.

Her mother’s.

Her aunt’s.

Her sister’s.

And now she understood why Vikram had never simply killed Kabir.

Because Kabir held the one person Vikram could use to control Mira.

And Mira held the one person Vikram could not afford to lose.

Her.

Vikram stepped closer.

“Now you understand the game.”

Zoya looked at him.

“I understand that you used everyone.”

“I protected what mattered.”

“You destroyed what mattered.”

Vikram’s eyes darkened.

“Careful.”

“No,” Zoya said. “You don’t get to threaten me anymore.”

Vikram smiled.

“You sound like your mother.”

“Good.”

His smile faded.

Then he raised the recorder again.

“This is not over, Aalia.”

“I know.”

“You have the ledger in your mind.”

“I know.”

“And Kabir has the other half of the evidence.”

Zoya frowned.

“What other half?”

Vikram looked at the girl.

The real Zoya.

“The girl he raised,” Vikram said. “The girl he used. The girl who knows every corridor, every room, every face in this facility.”

The girl’s face tightened.

“I don’t have anything.”

“You do,” Vikram said. “You have the location of the Circle’s archive.”

Zoya looked at her sister.

“Is that true?”

The girl hesitated.

Then nodded.

“Kabir kept me alive because I knew where he hid the originals.”

“Then we can destroy him,” Zoya said.

Vikram’s eyes narrowed.

“No.”

Zoya turned to him.

“You don’t get a vote.”

Vikram stepped closer.

“You don’t understand what you’re asking for.”

“I understand enough.”

“You don’t.” His voice dropped. “Because the archive does not only contain Kabir’s crimes.”

Zoya froze.

“What else does it contain?”

Vikram looked at her.

And for the first time, Zoya saw fear in her father’s eyes.

“It contains yours.”

The corridor went silent.

Zoya’s breath caught.

“What did you do to me?”

Vikram did not answer.

Mira stepped forward.

“Vikram, don’t.”

He ignored her.

“The archive contains the recordings from the facility,” he said. “Every subject. Every procedure. Every memory they erased.”

Zoya’s skin went cold.

“Mine too.”

“Yes.”

“And what’s in mine?”

Vikram’s jaw tightened.

“Not just what you saw.”

Zoya stepped back.

“What else?”

Vikram looked at her.

And this time, when he spoke, his voice was almost gentle.

“The thing you agreed to do.”

Zoya felt the ground disappear.

“I never agreed to anything.”

“You did.”

“I was six.”

“You were old enough to understand what would happen if you refused.”

Zoya’s hands shook.

“What did I agree to?”

Vikram looked past her.

At the corridor.

At the white rooms.

At the girls who had been taken, erased, and broken.

Then he looked back at her.

“You agreed to become the Circle’s next leader.”

The words hit her like a physical blow.

Zoya stepped back.

“No.”

“You were chosen.”

“I was a child.”

“You were the only one who could remember the ledger.”

“I was six.”

“And you were brilliant.”

Zoya’s stomach turned.

“I didn’t choose this.”

“You did.”

“I said no.”

Vikram’s face hardened.

“Then why did you ask me to save the girl in the car?”

Zoya froze.

“What?”

Vikram’s eyes moved to the real Zoya.

“The night of the fire. You saw Alia’s daughter hiding. You told me not to let Kabir find her.”

Zoya’s breath caught.

A memory flashed.

Rain.

A burning car.

A little girl crying behind a wheel.

And Zoya—small, terrified—standing between her and a man in a black coat.

“Don’t hurt her,” the child had said.

Vikram’s voice softened.

“You saved her.”

Zoya looked at her sister.

The girl who had survived.

The girl who had been left behind.

The girl who had spent her life paying for a promise Zoya did not remember making.

“I saved you,” Zoya whispered.

The girl’s eyes filled with tears.

“Yes.”

“And Kabir took you anyway.”

“Yes.”

Zoya turned back to Vikram.

“Then I’ll save her again.”

Vikram’s expression hardened.

“You don’t understand what you’re doing.”

“I understand exactly.”

“You’re walking into the Circle.”

“I’m walking into the place that destroyed my family.”

“You’ll die.”

“Maybe.”

Vikram stepped closer.

“You’ll kill us all.”

Zoya looked at him.

At the man who had created her.

Broken her.

Erased her.

And still called it love.

“Good,” she said.

Vikram’s face went cold.

Then he raised the recorder.

“This is your last warning.”

Zoya did not move.

“You’ve threatened me enough.”

Vikram pressed a button.

A sound filled the corridor.

Not static.

Not a voice.

A scream.

A child’s scream.

Zoya’s scream.

Her knees nearly buckled.

Mira cried out.

The real Zoya grabbed her arm.

And Vihaan, bleeding against the wall, lifted his head.

“Zoya,” he whispered.

She turned to him.

His face was pale.

His eyes desperate.

“You have to remember,” he said.

Zoya’s breath caught.

“Remember what?”

Vihaan’s fingers tightened around hers.

“The promise you made in the white room.”

Zoya froze.

“What promise?”

Vihaan’s eyes moved to the dark corridor behind Vikram.

Then back to her.

“You promised to burn it all down.”

The lights flickered.

And somewhere deep inside the facility, an alarm began to ring.

Not the red alarm from before.

A different one.

Older.

Louder.

The sound made Vikram’s face change.

Mira went pale.

The real Zoya stepped back.

“What is that?” Zoya asked.

Vikram’s voice was barely a whisper.

“The archive.”

Zoya looked at him.

“What about it?”

Vikram’s eyes widened.

“It’s opening.”

Zoya’s heart stopped.

“Why?”

Vikram looked at her.

And for the first time, he looked afraid of her.

“Because someone is using your code.”

Zoya’s hand flew to the birthmark behind her ear.

The mark she had believed was ordinary.

The mark that was half of a key.

Behind them, the real Zoya whispered:

“It’s not me.”

Zoya turned to her.

“Then who?”

The girl’s face was pale.

“I don’t know.”

But Mira did.

Her eyes were fixed on the dark corridor.

Her face had gone completely white.

“It’s Kabir,” she whispered.

Vikram’s head snapped toward her.

“No.”

Mira’s voice shook.

“He doesn’t want the archive destroyed.”

Zoya’s stomach dropped.

“Then what does he want?”

Mira looked at her.

And the answer made the corridor feel colder than the rain outside.

“He wants to open it.”

Vikram stepped forward.

“That’s impossible. The archive requires both halves of the code.”

Mira’s eyes moved to Zoya.

Then to the real Zoya.

“Both daughters,” she whispered.

Zoya’s breath caught.

The twin sisters.

The two halves of the code.

The two girls Kabir had spent twenty years trying to control.

And now they were both inside his facility.

The alarm grew louder.

The corridor lights flashed red.

And from the far end of the hallway, a door opened.

Kabir Raichand stepped into the light.

He was alone.

No guards.

No weapon.

Only a small black device in his hand.

He looked at Zoya.

Then at her sister.

And smiled.

“Hello, girls,” he said.

Vikram’s face went white.

“Kabir.”

Kabir’s smile widened.

“Hello, Vikram.”

Zoya’s heart pounded.

Kabir raised the device in his hand.

It was a detonator.

“You should have killed me when you had the chance,” he said.

Vikram stepped forward.

“What have you done?”

Kabir looked at Zoya.

Then at her sister.

“I’ve done what your father was too afraid to do.”

Zoya’s stomach dropped.

“What?”

Kabir’s smile did not fade.

“I’ve decided to let the archive speak.”

The lights flickered.

The alarm grew louder.

And somewhere beneath the facility, something began to unlock.

Kabir looked at Zoya.

“You wanted the truth,” he said.

“Yes.”

Kabir’s smile widened.

“Then let’s give it to everyone.”

He pressed the button.

The corridor went dark.

And in the darkness, Zoya heard her own voice—young, terrified, and clear—echoing through the facility speakers.

“I saw what they did to the girls.”

The recording played.

Then another voice.

Alia’s.

Then Meher’s.

Then Mira’s.

Then dozens of others.

The archive was opening.

And every secret the Circle had buried was about to be heard.

Kabir’s voice came through the darkness one last time.

“Run, Aalia.”

Zoya froze.

“Why?”

Kabir laughed.

“Because Vikram isn’t here to stop the archive.”

Zoya’s stomach dropped.

“Then what is he here to do?”

Kabir’s answer came through the darkness.

“He’s here to make sure you never leave.”

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